Gigantic Giant Stick

I went to Kl tower on yesterday to do some photo-shooting. Well basically I am just bored and I don't want to spend my whole day playing computer. FYI, I am currently addicted to Maple Story. U might be laughing but I found it was nice after the big bang. The new job is super awesome and i could spend my whole day by playing it.
Anyway as I mention just now, my journey start from Bukit Nanas Monorail station, I thought that it will be very near for me to walk from there to Kl tower but it was NOT ! It was super long and thanks to the weather for treating me badly, I sweat like a water fountain. I am so so regret of wearing jeans. When I reach Kl tower hill, a big smile appear in my face, everything pay off ! It was awesome ! In my heart, the mixture of fear, happy, excited makes me cant stop taking photo of this beauty. I wanted to go up the tower but too bad u have to pay and it was super expensive even for a local ! Then I decide to went to Pavillion and walk to Klcc to get my new shoe. Anyway I shall skip all that and end this post.




Have a nice day :) John logging out

Keep Holding The Compassion

Does everyone need compassion when he/she take ur compassion as trash. God have answer me with the first verse of this song. How I can show my compassion when it doesn't even worth ?

Delaying Delay-ish Delay

Hi guys, so so sorry that I update at this late. Most of u guys know what am I doing recently thru my FACEBOOK, so hereby I am just gonna briefly tell u guys about the event that happen last week.

19May
My house got two DSLR which one belong to my brother that he use alot and another one belong to my dad. My dad didn't really use the one that my brother give him so instead of leaving it grow mushroom, I grab it and learn how to photo-shoot at KLCC. Early in the morning, since my brother want to teach me how to use, we decided to take the bus rather than squeezing in the KTM ! Anyway, on the way to pasar seni, my brother taught me all the basic and some effect. Here I got u guys some picture, for more check my FB :) enjoy

He made such a good job at modeling for me :)

She lost her purse after we had our lunch at food court. Thank God, we manage to found it backI dunno what effect is this but it's super hard to do it.

20May

Like usual I had my personal baptism class with my cell group leader at Subang Parade. After that since Denise ask me to meet her at Kl Sentral so that we can buy our ticket together, I took a train back to Kl Sentral. *Skipping all the meet up part* I had my lunch at Subway and then both of us went to get the ticket to PENANG for the others and ours. After that, Denise say she is quite lazy to walk back to her school to take the monorail to TimeSquare, so we took the LRT to Klcc since she said Becky know how to walk to Pavilion from Klcc. When we reach Klcc, Denise called Becky and asked for direction, well she fail ! Hahaa. So instead of following her blur direction, we ask the lady at the information counter. Thanks God, hers is not that bad. She direct us to the tunnel and when we got out from that tunnel, we got lost ! We asked one guy for direction again, he call us to walk to the another end of the hall. We walked to the other end and still lost so we ask another guy for direction AGAIN. Guess what, this guy said we should walk to the other end of the hall and turn right. I was like OMG ! We just walk from the other end to here and now we have to walk back there ?! Well since we got no choice, we walk AGAIN. When we reach the center of the hall, I decided to confirm my direction so I ask the guard. The guard seem to be so inpatient, he just say ' go up and go down' How am I suppose to know where to go up and where to go down. So I ask where, and he reply me the same thing. I ask again and this time he got annoyed and say ' u go up from this escalator and go down' FINALLY ! After all that we reach somewhere unknown. Out of sudden, Pavilion suddenly appear on opposite of us. We were so happy so we quickly took a bridge go across it and we walk. When we almost reach Pavilion, I saw one bridge that connect Pavilion and one hotel. So we walk up to that hotel and found out that it's not ! We go down that hotel and saw that bridge is actually opposite that road. Anyway good thing that we reach but the bad thing is I was sweating like crazy ! Such a mini adventure I had with Denise.

Done

This what I have been doing :) ENJOY.

p/s : COME REUNION !

Occupied

I'm so sorry guys for the late posting, I was so super duper deadly busy with my work in the school. Oh well, primary school student is just so complicated ! Those kids are just making me going up and down, basically they are making my head spinning like a helicopter. Thanks God, I get to rest tomorrow, hopefully can get some of my long lost friends to hang out especially JS friends, I MISS U GUYS !

Anyway something to share with u guys. Today while I was teaching Moral to those kids, coincidence-ly the chapter was talking about religion. So when they come to christian, I share the gospel with them and now I leave the watering part to God. Praise the Lord for giving me such good chance and courage.

Nothing I am gonna do

This video is awesomely funny ! I never thought that Bruno Mars would create this kind of MV. Anyway this video also represent a message from me, I don't feel like doing it anymore. Chao-chao

Allegiant You

Hey guys, sorry for the late post ! I have been quite busy for the work that I am doing lately. Last week, I was serving in the church. Thanks to God, I was given a job by my pastor to help out in the church. The job is quite light, since my church is starting to use bar code system for the library so basically I just need to do is key in all the book into the database. Anyway as I was mentioning earlier, I am struggling with working for church or working myself to earn extra money. Well until today all I can say now was GOD HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL.

On 4/4 night after working for church for the whole day, as I jumped into my dad's car, my dad suddenly ask me 'next week come my school to replace one teacher' . I was like OH MY ! THANK GOD. I never expect that God answer my prayer and solve my financial problems ! You all might be saying isn't the same as 'working to earn extra money' ? Well actually the reason I said it was different because that job is not that constant and I got a lots of free time to help in the church.

Anyway just some of the random picture to show you all my 'working area' :)They look focus only in this period because I open some video for them to watch, others period they will be super noisy

Among all the students, these three are the noisiest except for the left one. He is still noisy but he is less talkative than the one in the middle and on the right

Back to God

The first verse of this song struck me the other day. "A thousand times I failed, still Your mercy remains". I have been slacky in the past few weeks. Not really doing my quiet time properly. So when I listened to this song the verse touch my heart. It reminds me of the sermon uncle herbie gave in YPC about turning back to God. No matter how many times we turn away, God will wait for us to turn back to Him. I am turning back to God !

P.S. sorry for the late post as my internet is breaking down :D

Problematic Problem

Well, today is quite a tiring day. Early in the morning I have to wake up and go for some boring driving courses. SUPER BORING ! I felt asleep in the room and the teacher actually don't care. Haha ! How good is that. After coming back from my driving courses, I stick myself back into the computer again. Computer seem to be the one and only thing that I can do with after coming back from JS. How lifeless am I right ?

Anyway on Sunday, my church pastor offer me something to help out in the church. I am so happy to get to serve God but in the same way I am quite worried. Actually, I wanted to be a part-timer in the church for this moment. Of course, I won't get any income and that's the reason that made me worry so much. Well, why do I said so is because for the following month I will be going out with my friends, and going out with my friends in KL is not cheap. So if I serve the Lord in the moment, then my poor little piggy bank gonna become empty due to there is no income appear. I really worry that I will be no enough money to use by the time the 2nd reunion come. My mum asked me to work at my aunt's office cause I can get some income to spend from that job. So right now this moment, I am super struggling. Should I serve God and have faith in Him ?

Happy

There I was coming down from my mum's car
Get into the office room
Moment of inquiries
Mum vanished to work when u both said 'hi' to me
All I can is I am happy to meets u guys.

Your eye whispered that u are excited
Across the wide hall u guys made your way to me
Funny conversation start
chatting about how are we doing lately
Oh Becky and Denise
All I can said is it I am happy to meet u guys

This day is sparkling, don't we ever forget about it
We had a wonderful lunch
Had a awesome walk around Time Square
I was happy to meet u two

The clock struck 12
We have to make our way go back to where we came from
I am so not willing to say goodbye
But still I had to said
Waved goodbye to u two at the entrance
All I wanted to say is I am happy to meet u two

Was listening to the song call 'enchanted' cover by Owl City. At first I really don't know what to blog about so i just stare at the screen for like 15mins, keep repeating that song. Well all in a sudden, I was inspired by it. So i go search for it's lyric and start use the pattern of that song to blog about how happy I am to meet my two JS sisters.

Remain Fuzzy In The Fuzzy Blue Light

Damn, this song is awesome ! I super like this song call 'Fuzzy Blue Light'. The reason I like it is because of the rhythms of this song is so calm and peace. So like usual, when I addicted to it, I will go search for the lyric . I got struck by the lyrics, it really really speak about what I am facing and how I felt.

A lot of time we might think that this particular person don't need us anymore or the friendship between each other gone worse. We actually sometime struggle with ' is he/she still care about me as a friend ?', 'how can he/she treat me like that when he/she said that I are important' and bla bla bla. Well, actually all these incident like ignoring, mistreating or whatever happen is because of two reason, one is our fault or another one is there is actually nothing happen.

Of course u may ask, why would I said nothing happen. Well a lots of time we think that our friend didn't care for us or mistreat us is because we think too much and we didn't notice their love language. Let me give u an example:

A & B are best friend. A always tell other that B is the one and only person that she care the most but B didn't think so. B thought that all those things that A said is just crap because A didn't really show it out. Because of this, they actually had a conflict with each other.

Okay now can u see what is the situation is ? Basically, A's love language is 'say it with words' but B's love language is 'say it with action'. So if B take the initiative to look at A's love language, I can say both of them will not had any conflicts.

So now a question to you, after u have knew this things, will u applied it on ur daily life ?

Next I shall continue with the reason of our fault. Well, isn't it easy to understand ? The explanation is pretty simple, we have made our friends feel disgust or hurt and the result is they choose to isolate with us. Maybe u will said ' I also don't know when I got hurt him/her'. Well, DO UR OWN REFLECTION or if u really can't figure it out, ask that particular person.

Anyway, this is a little bit of my thinking. I am not trying to ask u to do so, I'm just sharing out my thought. Do comment me if there is something wrong.

Crossroad

Was super super hard to get up from my bed due to the late-sleeping habit that i got but still i had to wake up cause it's Sunday & I have go church. So, I quickly took my shower to refresh myself and get my self prepare to go to church.

Once I arrive church, i sat beside my all-time buddy, James and while waiting for the worship begin, I start doing my journal as I didn't did it yesterday. James is one of the appear to be my only friends i had in church, we did a lot of things in the past which I am not really proud of. Due to my bad ego in the past, he actually get influenced by me. I feel kinda guilty as he seem to be less interest on God. Hopefully my change after JS will be able to change his mindset as well.

Anyway the service on today was good, the message talks a lot of false teaching & consequences of false teaching. The preacher actually took a book from bible call Jude which i don't really notice that book, I guess I need more time to spend on bible.

After service, I actually bump into my schoolmate, Willa and Noah which is also a JS alumni. We had a normal chit chat on our result and our future. Well nothing much, but one question that stuck me is why am I going for A-level ? I had really really hard time struggling with the psychology and quantity surveying and now a new question bump to me.

Luckily on that night when I call Cindel, she manage to help me overcome it. Both of us actually get the same thing from God which is go study A-level. Well i put my trust on my God, I know He will have a way for me. So after all this, I now left one big question, Psychology or Quantity surveying.

Dear God I know u are there, please give me a confirmation.

Random Flashback

'Set Your To The Lord But To Satan' this is a note i wrote three years ago. I wrote is because that time I wanted to keep remind myself that i shouldn't sin. But things seem to be not really good, my life getting worse and I always pray that God will change me. I don't want to be backslide christian, I wanna live my life fruitful but I just can't, my wisdom is not enough for me to change.

Well things change through Jeremiah School. It was totally a 180 degree change for me. All I can say is God really bless me and work with me :)

Now that everything had come to an end, I wish to serve Him more because i wanna make a very firm foundation for my change. I don't want to go back to the life that I had last year. Dear God, please grant me strength.

p/s: sorry the picture is kinda blur.

Moments with DSLR

Today, my brother suddenly got the thought of capturing bird so he put out his tripod and start 'sniper-ing' for some birds. Unfortunately he didn't caught any (pity him) and come back in with his sweaty body. So i borrowed his DSLR and go look around for some nice picture, here is what i get (please bare with it because it's quite random)

The pink guava flower around my house

A bird in action !

Random cat's picture
'Reptiles' on the move

That's the end, hope u guys like it

Welcoming The King-Kong and Masochistic

Woke up at 9.30am by my alarm, then i set another alarm to make sure that i won't go over time. After that, i on my computer and start playing it (Haha how lifeless am i right ?) Anyway about 12pm, i follow my dad's car for lunch and he fetch me to the KTM station. Thanks God that I don't have to walk to KTM station this time as i always walk whenever I wanted to go that KTM station.

Anyway, I reached KL sentral 10mins earlier than Samuel and Titus so i go and brought an ice-cream and wait for them. By the time I sit down on the chair, my phone rang and it was Samuel. He said he reach already and asking where am I. I replied him that I am at Mcd but instead of letting him and Titus get lost i asked where are them. After knowing where they are i walk to that place and meet. It kinda disappoint to see them no changes, as usual Samuel still like to wear the 'freshly squeeze' shirt and Titus' hair is still the same mohawk. Later only i found out Titus actually grow thinner, I won't notice that unless he told me.

So after all those travel which I don't want to write it here, we continue our day at Eric's TERRITORY. It was nice, we had a lot of fun and jokes due to the present of those three extrovert. After dinner, we spend some over Eric's house and then when clock strike 10.30pm Eric's dad fetch me and Samuel back to Serdang. Oh well all i can say for today is just simply nice.

Introvert That Act Like Extrovert

An usual night, an usual camp, an usual game after the session. As people were having fun, this guy inside the crowd enjoying looking at his friends having fun. When the time he need to talk, he choose the best sentence out of hundreds option in his inner brain before he speak, thus the sentence that come out from him may not hurt the others. When the clock strike eleven, he and his friends go back to their respective bed to get some rest, like others he pretend to be reluctant to go to bed. As light go out, like others he close his eye but he still remain awake, he was waiting for the perfect timing to 'recharge' himself. Hours later, this guy open his eye, he look at the people around him, then he get down from his bed with a satisfied smile. He put on his jacket as the weather outside might kills him then he open the door and went outside as he feel uneasy to do his 'recharging' with people around him. In the dark, he walked to his favorite spot, there is a chair and a table over there, people might see that place as a normal place but to him that place is like a 'recharge' station. He then put his butt on that cold chair and start exploring his thoughts and feeling that he have been through for the whole days. As he was doing his exploring, he take out his journal book and start writing down everything that appear in his mind. He love doing this but he never did this in front of his friends. He think that people will see him facing depression, but to him, he is just simply enjoying the time to be with his own thought. After awhile, he is done with his 'recharge', he stand up and walk back to the dorm to get some rest. For him the 'recharging' time is simply a time that he spend with his own thought and the reason he choose to do this on that time is because he don't want people to know that he is an introvert. He is wearing a extrovert mask in the crowd.

Dear God, HELP

Have a bad flu combine with sore throat and headache since yesterday, totally can't think straight and the worst things is i can't hear God probably. I got super duper lots of question to ask and it seem that my body is dragging me from God's voice. Feel so lost and weak. I have done everything that i could: rest, medicine, drink more water, now all that i could do is just ask for His healing in the meanwhile wait for the person that He send to me.



Dear God please send someone to solve my problems.

New Boy In Town

Hey this is my first personal blog. I used to have one but that was a sharing blog with my best friend- Kim Yoong. At first, both of us really put our effort on it but sooner or later we both lose the desire to blog so we leave that blog growing mushroom. Anyway this time i create a new blog mainly because i am bored, haha. Hope u guys would like it.